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[vickyducky]

To be honest, it's been a crap few days. On Wednesday I managed to convince myself that I'd made a mistake in something at work. And then I became increasingly hysterical and couldn't sit down (literally, I kept jumping up and pacing about wringing my hands) and work through it logically and then proceeded to imagine huger and huger cock ups with escalating consequences ending up with having caused people to have unnecessary surgery and a huge scandal in the national press. And even though I knew that logically none of this would happen I couldn't stop panicking. I spent Wednesday night lying awake listening to my heart pounding madly and having to go to the loo every 20 mins because of all the adrenalin I was making. Then of course on Thursday the boss who I had confessed all to sorts it all out and shows that there was no mistake anyway and there are all sorts of checks and things in place to stop that sort of thing happening, all of which I know. Today I have been irritable and snappy and urgh. Hope next week is better.

Oh and every time I hear Sarah Palin say 'hockey mom' I just want to vomit. And I'd really like to know how Bristol feels about the pregnancy and (apparently) impending marriage. Would she have liked the right to choose? Also, back to work three days after giving birth? Which would incidentally be illegal over here. I know men only very recently got to take any time off at all but I'm afraid that strikes me as getting your priorities wrong. Who cares what I think, she surely doesn't - I don't have a vote after all.